Rock · n' · roll · is · in · my · soul
and let me tell ya sometimes I just lose control
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Heroin blood money It's our economy American businessman Your pockets are so dirty Investing in: Investing in disease Keeping the masses ignorant Keeping them on their knees Day stars sparkling The cold brushes your face Stomping on the rocks Walk the tracks to the swing and play with me A conversation: Ey man you seen that place by the train tracks down on the coast? Yeah you walk like three miles down along the rocks to Acid Town. Acid Town? Yeah Acid Town. It's fucked up. You can get there goin' down 88th street. 88th street? That's right by my house. Yeah I was gonna go there today. Actually we should all go sometime. Go to Acid Town. Three thousand baptised in flame |
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I miss a couple people. Disconnected I am. Am I pushing them away? Are they pushing me away? Did I freak em out? Maybe I need to be put at distance. Am I not making a proper effort? I never pick up the tele. Just not one for phone conversation. Maybe it's that best friend gap. Aside from my love I'm not that terribly close to anyone. Maybe I don't need anyone else. But I've been there. It causes a distinct feeling of longing outside of love. I need to get out more than once or twice every two weeks. Brokeback made me think about reluctant love. I feel reluctant friendship. I begin to write I love you The wax dripping down The space it looks good now Turkish Royal love |
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Why cannot I be Anything that I desire This vessel restricts So I craft my game |
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Temperatures drop Rapidly Unexepected Northwestern springtime She is my heater I hold her close when I can But now she is hurt So I bare the cold Knowing that I am at fault |
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Series of social artifacts A room is a museum The picture abstracts Cures the symptom A room is a museum Moderate for living |
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She is laying here Next to me and her eyes twitch Her lips are roses The tele is on My eyes are burning |
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Getting into the swing. It's good. Need to get a new job major. School is nice though. For awhile I wasn't gettin out much. Now I'm making new friends and the like and it's a good thing for the soul. Igniting my inner drive to get out and see more, expand my horizons ya know, see the world. |
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There are those who after everything you do for them, after all the free passes you throw their way they can only think of themselves. Well I'm not here to do you a million favors only to have me ask for one and be rejected. Well I ain't gonna give you shit no no. In fact, I consider such acts of selfishness an act against our contract, which is now null and void. So stop calling. |
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How far did I go last night? My heart is bleeding I can feel it. Blood no longer pumps through my vains it feels like acid. I know I feel like a xenomorph (the aliens from Alien). I was supposed to work today. And then I was supposed to get some sleep. And yet here I am tired, wired, and bored. |
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Well I'm feeling rather fine With this here girl of mine Hey mister would you mind If I kissed this girl in time? Conversations over wine |
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Chris and I chatting at Corb's b day bash. Im so short I look like the younger. |
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And the mornings get so tough. That feelin hits and it is as though you've been out to sea and overdue for contact with land. However, in my case, it is contact with the celestial plane. It was a nice morning though. Pop'lers are yummy. Man I'm still reelin off the death of Lucy in the emergency room drama. I think Aletor's gonna pull a Lou Reed in a couple minutes. Cigs in the morning are bad business. I make an air tight blanket fort and fight off the menace. I gotta work the Taste of Chaos sunday. I heard It's dangerous. Silly kids. Just don't know how to dance. It's all about the boogaloo boogie. I think I'm gonna see the Family Guy movie again tonight with Aleta. Wow I'm turnin into a cor-bit. I'm just as bad if not worse when it comes to forcefully exposing friends to things you dig. what was that quote "a bullet makes the same sound in every language" |
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Had a nice morning today. Woke up like a sloth. Shug was chain smoking. She left early to go get her ear poked. Xavier sent me a new mix of Halls of Valhalla and I put it up on the myspace. Getting excited about the Splendid Gents. Im thinking we'll actually have some stuff together by June. I'm turnin twenty in June. I got to see Krystina around seven which was nice. We talked over tea and viewed the idols on the television along with her room mate Allison who seems dandy. Krys made me check out the Family Guy movie which made me giggle like a little girl which I hate that I do yet I can't help it. Maybe I like it. It's fun. Gigglin' that is. I heard a bootlet of the Raconteurs live performance from Newcastle the other night. Superb. |
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